Title #19

I bought you a present which costs me RM33.
I bought the present, cause you seemed you like it very much, based on my observation when I went out with you.

I hope you will like it, I really do.
I hope this isn't the last present for you.
I hope I can still be by your side in the future.
I hope you will wear it when you're going out to somewhere.

I didn't have the guts to give the present to you face to face as I scared that you might reject it.
And now you think that it's a present from your friend, great.
Well, frankly, this is out of my expectation.
You never fail to amaze me, never fail to hurt me.

I rather keep it as a secret, cause if you know, you won't wear it.
If you know that I'd bought the present, you will dislike it, not wearing it, throwing it away.
If you dislike it, you can throw it away.
Just like how you hurt me.
It's ok for me since I already get used to it.

I am not superman, I do feel pain.
The pain is unbearable, but I managed to withstand it.
But how the hell I manage to withstand the pain?
It's simple, it's just because I love you.

No matter how hard I try to forget you, you'll appear in my dream, every night.
When I wake up, I don't know whether I should be happy or sad when I know you had appeared in my dream.

Love's a lie, no doubt.
Happy memories with you can't cover the pain you gave me.

If you ever happen to read this post, you'll laughing at there, it's because, even me, myself also laughing at my stupidity, foolishness, how idiotic, I am.

But I guess, well, it's alright, you won't see this post, this blog since you don't freaking care about my existence.

So, there's no free comedy for you.

My best friend has some problem with his girlfriend.

I told that girl.
Forgive and forget.
Let bygones be bygones.
Cheer up and move on.

Contradicating eh?
I am able to give ppl advice but I, myself not doing it, still stuck in the moment with you and unable to move on.

I told that girl,
Don't give up, there's still time for you to fix things up.

Don't ever give up as you two love each other.
It's a fate that you two be together, loving each other, so appreciate each other.

Hope you two can be together again, smiling and have fun (:

Unlike me, a completely one-sided love that brings only pain, regrets, disappointment & disheartened.



Lastly, happy two months anniversary to these cute couples :
JianJack & WenShean. (: