Title #24

For you, I will withstand every pain, loneliness and jealousy.

For you, I will wait until you acknowledge my existence.

For you, I will make sure you smile every second.

For you, I will do anything/everything.

Be happy always, as you smile, I smile.

Title #23

Today was the last day of trial, how good.

After exam, went to midvalley with kahsoon, tham, wei lok, khai ei, jia qi and jack.

Watched a comedy which made me forgotten my emoness :D

Then, we went to taman jaya to celebrate tham's birthday.

He was kena creamkan oleh max, weilok, jiaqi and kahsoon.

I kena too :( by Wei Lok & Jia Qi.

Really had fun with them, really.

I never laugh that much for ages.

Thanks guys :D

Happy belated birthday tham!

Tomorrow, will be a fine day :)

Title #22

I was blogging at the time of 2am this morning.

And now, I am here again.

From the previous post, you know that I didn't sleep well as I was afraid that I will dream about her again.

So I didn't sleep, cool huh.

I used revision as an excuse not to go to bed.

I was very very tired but thanks to Neslo Ice, I managed to survive.

I slept awhile in the car though but I didn't dream about her.

I was very happy but a little bit of disappointed though.

I am so not going to sleep again tonight!

HEHEH.

Why is love so tiring and hurt?

Maybe mine was different from other people.

Mine is just a pure one-sided love while others love each other.

I miss you D:

Something Bout Love - David Archuleta

Title #21

Today, I'd finally let my feelings that I hid for such a long time out.

Thanks to my brothers who were there when I need them the most.

Thanks for the tissue papers (:

HEHEHEH.

It's 2am now and I still not asleep.

My mind is full of your image, keep on thinking of you.

Hope that you are sleeping soundly and are having a sweetdream (:

Taylor Swift - Mine

Title #20

Hereby to wish you,
Happy always (:

Title #19

I bought you a present which costs me RM33.
I bought the present, cause you seemed you like it very much, based on my observation when I went out with you.

I hope you will like it, I really do.
I hope this isn't the last present for you.
I hope I can still be by your side in the future.
I hope you will wear it when you're going out to somewhere.

I didn't have the guts to give the present to you face to face as I scared that you might reject it.
And now you think that it's a present from your friend, great.
Well, frankly, this is out of my expectation.
You never fail to amaze me, never fail to hurt me.

I rather keep it as a secret, cause if you know, you won't wear it.
If you know that I'd bought the present, you will dislike it, not wearing it, throwing it away.
If you dislike it, you can throw it away.
Just like how you hurt me.
It's ok for me since I already get used to it.

I am not superman, I do feel pain.
The pain is unbearable, but I managed to withstand it.
But how the hell I manage to withstand the pain?
It's simple, it's just because I love you.

No matter how hard I try to forget you, you'll appear in my dream, every night.
When I wake up, I don't know whether I should be happy or sad when I know you had appeared in my dream.

Love's a lie, no doubt.
Happy memories with you can't cover the pain you gave me.

If you ever happen to read this post, you'll laughing at there, it's because, even me, myself also laughing at my stupidity, foolishness, how idiotic, I am.

But I guess, well, it's alright, you won't see this post, this blog since you don't freaking care about my existence.

So, there's no free comedy for you.

My best friend has some problem with his girlfriend.

I told that girl.
Forgive and forget.
Let bygones be bygones.
Cheer up and move on.

Contradicating eh?
I am able to give ppl advice but I, myself not doing it, still stuck in the moment with you and unable to move on.

I told that girl,
Don't give up, there's still time for you to fix things up.

Don't ever give up as you two love each other.
It's a fate that you two be together, loving each other, so appreciate each other.

Hope you two can be together again, smiling and have fun (:

Unlike me, a completely one-sided love that brings only pain, regrets, disappointment & disheartened.



Lastly, happy two months anniversary to these cute couples :
JianJack & WenShean. (:

Title #18

I still felt depressed about the fustal competition's lost.
We really deserved to win Joga Bonita or whatever.
We created so many chances but we just can't find the net.
But the opponent team, has only one chance so far and they converted it into a goal.

I was very disappointed with myself.
Not to mention my form, my stamina too.
I was being pushed and fell down and injured my right leg.
I was so tired and exhausted and I asked for a sub.
If only I could continue playing on the pitch, continue fighting to win the match..

I want to apologize to my teammates ( CheeHong, TatShing, JiaYuen, AuYong and JerShyan )
Sorry guys, I can't even score a goal during the competition.
I couldn't find my best form.

And also I want to apologize to our classmates that supported us all the way to last-16.
Sorry to disappoint u all.

Bye.